Even though the path to walk the life of Jesus each day on this earth is not easy, we are covered to do the right thing every time when we pay attention to where we are going and what we are doing. Follow the rhythm of God, not your own. For every spiral there is a reason.
Getting lost in the wilderness is no fun. Do not lose hope. His Holy Spirit guides us every fall, stumble, through discouraging life turns, and helps us stay on the Holy path. Go with Holy flow, not your own.
And without controversy great is the mystery of godliness: God was manifest in the flesh, justified in the Spirit, seen of angels, preached unto the Gentiles, believed on in the world, received up into glory.” — 1 Timothy 3:16
The Great Mystery is God incarnate in Jesus, who lives inside you via the Holy Spirit. Holy is always available day or night. Terrors do not phase Holy. What phases God will s when you give up and get lost. Reach out to Jesus for help.