You are worthy of God’s love. Accept it and give it away. Ask Jesus to help you. There is forgiveness, mercy, grace, and peace waiting for you.
Though one may be overpowered, two can defend themselves. A cord of three strands is not quickly broken. Ecclesiastes 4:12
Find yourself within yourself through Holy Spirit. Then find your tribe of friends of like mind to help you. You are worthy in God’s eyes.