We may never know the whole story of it, whatever it is, yet there is a certain peace in knowing that God does know, controls it all, and directs the outcome. There are times we have to just trust Holy timing and let your heart rest. Praying brings peace within when you let it go and give it to Divine intervention. Too many questions feeds the crazy and does not always serve up answers to the why, straight forward decisions, nor complete resolution.
Sometimes we are not meant to know all the answers. These are the times our faith is tested. Do you consistently choose crazy? Or do you strive to choose Peace?
For God is not a God of confusion but of peace. 1 Corinthians 14:33