God has many ways He redirects our lives towards something better, the light, life with Holy, all with purpose even when it does not seem like it at the time. Your purpose for this life on earth was ordained. Seek God and find it amid the chaos of this world. Then ride the wave, flowing, glowing, and walk it with gratitude and grace. There are no failures. Only redirection.
And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose. Romans 8:28
Redirection is not the end of the story. It is the beginning of a deeper journey to Christ. You are meant to walk, with purpose, spreading the light to all you encounter, in all of your endeavors, at all times. Shine On